Taking A Step Back

(Originally a Xanga Post)

I've decided that I should cut back on the time that I am conversing with people, mainly via AIM. I realized this past week that I wanted sometime alone, to think about things. Spend time straightening things out in my head. Part of me feels like I am in a big change in my life, and I don't want outside influences changing what I am going through (outside changes being other people's opinions). I have been at it for a few days now, and I admit I feel like I am disconnected from everything, that I don't know what going on outside my life, but I think at this point I am O.K. with that.

Some questions I am dealing with about myself:

1. Who exactly is it that I want to be? It is a pretty broad question though. Am I the type of person who will not be willing to sacrifice my wants for others? Am I patient? humble? grateful?
2. What is my relationship to God?
   
3. What is important to me?

They may seem like pretty general questions, but that's what I am going through, and hopefully by blogging my thoughts out over the next couple weeks will help me organize my thoughts out better.